Closure

Prior to my surgery, I asked my OB a favor.  Of course, I prefaced it with this statement, "If you can't make this happen or don't want to, I totally understand.  You can tell me no and I won't hold it against you."

That favor was this...

I longed for closure from the twins birth.  I didn't (and still don't) remember much of that day, and I wanted to so very badly.  I wanted to go back to where it all happened, and be told about what transpired. I want to see things - like the OR I was in so I can take it all in.  I want to be able to drive past the hospital and not feel the panic setting in.  I want to be normal.

And, my OB agreed to do it.  He agreed to take time out of HIS day, from HIS family to help me gain closure. Talk about a class act.